I want to marry a mirror!

It's been a long time since I'm fighting with my emotions. I have been crying for days and nights without proper sleep. I'm seeking an answer but couldn't get it from anywhere. I the love and respect which I'm giving to someone and I'm waiting for the day he accepts me as a perfect woman.

 But I wouldn't be able to meet the parameters of perfectness. I dunno why I'm not perfect. I tried my best for him to hear a perfect word from his mouth, but fortunately, I couldn't be able to hear it. Whenever I'm seeing him, he is appreciating all the women around the world but not me. 

Why am I an imperfect person? My soul and my body want love, care, attention and everything. Yeah, finally I found a soulmate who can say that you're perfect and I love you. Yes, When I'm looking in to mirror I can see you, my soulmate.